i realised i haven't posted something really serious in a loooong time.
ns has been taking its toll on me, seriously.
things haven't been going really smooth yet and i'm still have 20 more months of torment ahead of me.
maybe i'm going to be the next NSF casualty.
argh.

for those who may not know, i got a pes downgrade again due to pneumonia.
yada yada, here comes clerical job for the next 6 months.
yawns. i rather get down right dirty in the jungles.
but then again, many NSFs have been dying to be clerks.
who doesn't want to slack through their 2 years in NS?

earlier this week spelled troubles for me.
was forced to down painkillers cause the bouts of headaches were really killing me since morning.
being the 'drug-allergy-free' bloke which i thought i was, i took ibuprofen ignorantly.
and i became one of the mobsters in ' The Hills Have Eyes'.
i swear my eyes were as swollen as the goldfishes frolicking in your fish tank right now.
also, i'm suffering from the worst breakouts ever.
fuckk, why does it always have to be me.

despite my uber busy and tiring schedule, i've been meeting up with my friends a lot lately.
and yes, this includes the uber embarassment of going out in no.4 after booking out.
to backtrack, i still really uber miss the days before i enlist when meetups became a routine among friends, soaking in the sun listening to bossanova, sitting in starbucks bitching around, chilling out by the bars and lingering around orchard splurging cashh.

speaking of splurging, i'm on a dying urge to travel.
oh, and i am so going to join recreational volleyball group/ rollerblading lessons/ windsurfing lessons and maybe other options sooon.
i've decided to not waste my time and bump around at home during my freee time.
any interested parties?

lastly, i've been accepted by long awaited SMU!
i really couldn't believe it when the letter appeared right in front of my eyes cause my interview was like 3 months ago.
it's social science though.
but at least, it's better than nothing after all.
i think i'll accept SMU over NUS.

alrighty, time to snooooooze.
i need my long, lost beauty sleep and there's tuition in the morning.
and PS: it's PAY DAY tml!
i'm one step closer to my HOGAN shoes!